Dean Michael Berris

It's almost 3am in the morning and my beautiful wife and I are still up, both on the internet, both taking care of our bundle of joy. This is the first time since a long time ago that I've been able to write, and our baby's growing very fast. I'm just writing so that I can say I think being in "daddy mode" is something I'm very grateful for. I can believe that things can only get better from here on out. Thanksgiving just finished in the US and I'll say I'm celebrating in the little ways I can with my beautiful family by my side. Much has been happening and I'll write more about these in the coming days.

Last May 9 (Saturday) I got married to the love of my life. That's pretty much what I wanted to write about, and that's almost precisely what I've been looking forward to for a long time already. There's much to be said even after a few days already of being married, but words fail me whenever I try to describe how it feels. I just want to let the world know that there's no other feeling like it. Perhaps some other day I can write more about the wedding -- maybe write about our history, post some photo's, maybe some video too -- but that's something for me to do some other time. Now I just wanted to let everyone know that I'm a new man now married to the love of my life.

Going against the universe is not a good idea. When the universe conspires against you and your situation, resistance is futile. And when you give in to the universe's will, you are taken into the flow and you become the puny little thing that you are -- and then you feel it. You are actually one with the universe. Or are you?

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So it's the morning after and I'm seeing myself more like a battered fan of love that came from a mosh pit where I got tossed around and beaten. It's not all that bad right? I mean after all it shouldn't be too hard to get things going when you're in the mood for love. But why does it seem like getting back into it is not the best course of action at the moment?

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